Name Calling

In my lifetime, I’ve been called many names. I’ve been called Idiot, Dummy, Jerk, Doodah, and a few others that I choose not to repeat. I don’t remember how I used to respond to these names, but these days I find one that is highly offensive. That is the name, Pagan.

In Matthew 6:19-34, Jesus talks about the important things in life and then says, “…the pagans run after all these things…” (vs. 32). Ouch! This hurts because I feel like Jesus is talking to me.

There was a time in my life that this name would probably not have fazed me. But because I have made my life’s ambition to pursue God, this name is repugnant to me. It is also one thing to have someone—anyone, call me a pagan, but to have my Lord and Master call me by this name—it is really devastating.

Funny thing, I don’t intentionally start out pursuing the things of this life. In fact, it is quite the opposite. Every day, I purpose in my heart to seek after the things of God. But it doesn’t take long—amazingly there are times when I have barely stepped out of my prayer closet, when the cares of this life drag me in the opposite direction.

I am so glad that Jesus didn’t end his talk on that note. I am also really glad that He didn’t end His sentence leaving me outside the kingdom of God. Instead He continued, “…your heavenly Father knows that you need them.” Daddy knows. Daddy knows. Daddy knows! What I hear Jesus saying to me is that not only does God know me and my needs, but I am also related to Him, that I am a child of the Most High, and I bear His Name!

Father, I thank You and praise You for the wonderful relationship I have with You. I especially thank You for my big Brother who made it possible for me to enter into Your kingdom and into Your family. Help me to be always passionately pursing You! In Jesus’ Name, Amen!