My memory, or my lack of memory, has been a concern of mine for a while. Sometimes I feel like a computer whose memory is full and cannot store any more information. Other times I feel like a pan that has been sprayed with “Pam”—you can put things in it, but nothing sticks. Robin sometimes jokes that I only remember the things that I want and forget the things that I don’t want to remember. But I don’t intentionally forget things because it can be frustrating, not to mention embarrassing at times. Besides, I really do desire to have a better recollection of things.
The Apostle Paul said, “But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 3:13b-14).
I am sure that Paul is not saying that he erased everything from his hard drive or that he had a lobotomy. I think that Paul is saying that his focus is on where he was going and Who it is that is going to get him there.
What I hear Paul saying to me is don’t cling to the past, don’t wallow or be paralyzed by my present situation, but I should persevere in beholding Him.
Although we remember Thomas as one who doubted, it is comforting to be reminded that Thomas recognized and remembered Jesus as he cried out, “My Lord and My God” when he saw Him (John 20:28). Even if God seems to have fallen off the face of the earth, it is never a good thing to forget the One who says He’s coming back (Matthew 24, Luke 21).
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Friday, November 26, 2010
Repetition
Dennis told me that he didn’t like one of the invitational songs that we sing. He didn’t know why exactly he didn’t like it, but I wondered if it sounded as if someone was harping, nagging, or manipulating. It also might have something to do with singing the chorus repeatedly. I know of others who don’t like some songs because of its simplicity and the repetition.
I don’t mind simple and repetitious. That’s probably why I like children’s songs. They are easy to sing and easy to remember.
My prayer life is in the same vein. Over the years I’ve often prayed the same prayers day after day, but they are anything but “vain repetitions” (Matthew 6:7). One of the prayers that I utter not just daily, but many times throughout the day is, “LORD, have mercy on me!”
Intellectually I know what the Bible says about God’s grace and mercy but my soul wants to be reassured, my spirit wants to be reaffirmed, and my “inner man” wants to hear His voice say, “I do!” Unless this becomes a living reality, I don’t think that I will feel like I am a whole person.
Until then, my voice will join my spirit in groaning and I will continue to cling on to the idea that wholeness and “faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.” (Romans 10:17)
I don’t mind simple and repetitious. That’s probably why I like children’s songs. They are easy to sing and easy to remember.
My prayer life is in the same vein. Over the years I’ve often prayed the same prayers day after day, but they are anything but “vain repetitions” (Matthew 6:7). One of the prayers that I utter not just daily, but many times throughout the day is, “LORD, have mercy on me!”
Intellectually I know what the Bible says about God’s grace and mercy but my soul wants to be reassured, my spirit wants to be reaffirmed, and my “inner man” wants to hear His voice say, “I do!” Unless this becomes a living reality, I don’t think that I will feel like I am a whole person.
Until then, my voice will join my spirit in groaning and I will continue to cling on to the idea that wholeness and “faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.” (Romans 10:17)
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Amazing Grace
A few weeks ago I heard about some performers who have taken out and replaced the word “wretch” when they sang the song, “Amazing Grace.” When I heard this, it reminded me of a person I knew who refused to sing the song, “Alas! And Did My Savior Bleed?” because it has the words, “for such a worm as I.” According to this person, “I am not a worm!” I guess the editors of the hymnbook that I am holding would agree with this person because the word “worm” has been replaced with “one.”
Words like “wretch” and “worm” probably sound very negative and offensive in our “politically correct” society. I guess that’s why the word, “shortcoming” has often replaced the word, “sin” and hell is not talked about a lot.
When we begin to think like our politically correct society, we disregard God’s feelings and thoughts; we dishonor His holiness; we dismiss His Judgment; and we ultimately “dis” Grace.
When Jesus was crucified on the cross, not only do we see God’s mercy and grace, but God’s wrath and judgment of sin is revealed. If we don’t understand this, we don’t see the horror of our sin, the awe is taken out of awesome and we have some good news, and grace becomes something less than amazing.
If words like, “wretch” and “worm” offend you, stand at foot of the cross and look deeply into the face of the One who died for you. If you gaze into His eyes long enough, don’t be surprised if you find yourself turning your eyes away from Him and hearing yourself cry out, “Be merciful to me a sinner!”
Don’t be surprised if you also find yourself on your knees asking the question, “Why and how have I found favor in Your eyes?”
Either way, if you find yourself in this posture, being called a name—any name will probably be the least of your concerns because you will have discovered the glory and love of God that is found in Christ Jesus.
Words like “wretch” and “worm” probably sound very negative and offensive in our “politically correct” society. I guess that’s why the word, “shortcoming” has often replaced the word, “sin” and hell is not talked about a lot.
When we begin to think like our politically correct society, we disregard God’s feelings and thoughts; we dishonor His holiness; we dismiss His Judgment; and we ultimately “dis” Grace.
When Jesus was crucified on the cross, not only do we see God’s mercy and grace, but God’s wrath and judgment of sin is revealed. If we don’t understand this, we don’t see the horror of our sin, the awe is taken out of awesome and we have some good news, and grace becomes something less than amazing.
If words like, “wretch” and “worm” offend you, stand at foot of the cross and look deeply into the face of the One who died for you. If you gaze into His eyes long enough, don’t be surprised if you find yourself turning your eyes away from Him and hearing yourself cry out, “Be merciful to me a sinner!”
Don’t be surprised if you also find yourself on your knees asking the question, “Why and how have I found favor in Your eyes?”
Either way, if you find yourself in this posture, being called a name—any name will probably be the least of your concerns because you will have discovered the glory and love of God that is found in Christ Jesus.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
R & R
I’ve heard numerous people come back from their vacations exhausted and say, “I need a vacation from the vacation I just took.” I’ve always found that to be funny because I thought the whole reason why people took vacations was so that they could get some rest and recreation.
While we might find humor in this comment, it is also a sobering one because in reality, there really is no “rest” in anything or anyone in this life. We can take time off from work and we can get lots of sleep, but there’s no guarantee that we will be refreshed.
This is why David cries, “my soul thirsts for you like a parched land” (Psalms 143:6b) and “my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water” (Psalms 63b). David is acknowledging that rest and recreation can only be found in the One who created us.
Centuries later, The Voice of God responds and invites us to, “Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28-30). Jesus doesn’t stop there, but also adds, “you will find rest for your souls.”
Jesus invites us to a dwelling place where there are no more fears, anxieties, or worries. Now isn’t that a trip worth taking?
While we might find humor in this comment, it is also a sobering one because in reality, there really is no “rest” in anything or anyone in this life. We can take time off from work and we can get lots of sleep, but there’s no guarantee that we will be refreshed.
This is why David cries, “my soul thirsts for you like a parched land” (Psalms 143:6b) and “my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water” (Psalms 63b). David is acknowledging that rest and recreation can only be found in the One who created us.
Centuries later, The Voice of God responds and invites us to, “Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28-30). Jesus doesn’t stop there, but also adds, “you will find rest for your souls.”
Jesus invites us to a dwelling place where there are no more fears, anxieties, or worries. Now isn’t that a trip worth taking?
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Wise Planning
I was amazed and impressed at how David and Allyson had planned their future together. David told me about how they had set money aside, how they were working while attending school, and how they had methodically outlined their goals for the next several years. After he had told me all of this, I marveled as David concluded with, “Lord willing.”
How many people, including Christians, realize that we have very little control over our circumstances, successes, and fate? We are dependent on so many external forces and ultimately we are at the mercy of the LORD. This is why James counsels us, “…you do not even know what will happen tomorrow…you ought to say, ‘If it is the Lord's will, we will…’” (James 4:14-15).
Anything more said is arrogance as James goes on to say, “All such boasting is evil” (James 4:16).
How many people, including Christians, realize that we have very little control over our circumstances, successes, and fate? We are dependent on so many external forces and ultimately we are at the mercy of the LORD. This is why James counsels us, “…you do not even know what will happen tomorrow…you ought to say, ‘If it is the Lord's will, we will…’” (James 4:14-15).
Anything more said is arrogance as James goes on to say, “All such boasting is evil” (James 4:16).
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Joy!
I used to hear a song that had the lines, “Don’t worry—be happy!” in it. That song made me think that our emotions could be turned on and off, like a kitchen faucet. I think that most people come to realize that we cannot “manufacture” our own happiness—at least, not on demand or permanently.
I’ve noticed that a lot of Christians also think that we have the ability to produce Christian character—one of them being, “joy.” Joy, like other Christian virtues, is the fruit of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22-23); therefore, it is only logical that it stems from God (Romans 14:17) and can only be given by Him (Romans 15:13, Acts 14:17).
The thing that causes the greatest anguish is the absence of God. The thing that produces the greatest joy is seeing or encountering God. This is the way Jesus describes His death and resurrection. In John 16, Jesus said, "In a little while you will see me no more…you will weep and mourn…” (vs. 16, 20). Then Jesus spoke about His resurrection, “You will grieve, but your grief will turn to joy…Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy” (vs. 20, 22). This is what we see whenever people heard about, saw, or encountered the risen LORD (Matthew 28:5-8, Luke 24:40, 50-53, John 20:19-20).
Remarkably, according to Scripture and Jesus Himself, even the Old Testament characters, Abraham and David were joyously looking forward to “this” day (John 8:56-57, Acts 2:24-35). But one of the most powerful and remarkable statements comes from a Psalm that a lot of people are familiar with. Many of us have heard it quoted a thousand times in hundreds of different settings. However, when we look at where this quote was taken from, our use of this quote almost sounds sacrilegious. Listen again to the quote in its context:
I’ve noticed that a lot of Christians also think that we have the ability to produce Christian character—one of them being, “joy.” Joy, like other Christian virtues, is the fruit of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22-23); therefore, it is only logical that it stems from God (Romans 14:17) and can only be given by Him (Romans 15:13, Acts 14:17).
The thing that causes the greatest anguish is the absence of God. The thing that produces the greatest joy is seeing or encountering God. This is the way Jesus describes His death and resurrection. In John 16, Jesus said, "In a little while you will see me no more…you will weep and mourn…” (vs. 16, 20). Then Jesus spoke about His resurrection, “You will grieve, but your grief will turn to joy…Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy” (vs. 20, 22). This is what we see whenever people heard about, saw, or encountered the risen LORD (Matthew 28:5-8, Luke 24:40, 50-53, John 20:19-20).
Remarkably, according to Scripture and Jesus Himself, even the Old Testament characters, Abraham and David were joyously looking forward to “this” day (John 8:56-57, Acts 2:24-35). But one of the most powerful and remarkable statements comes from a Psalm that a lot of people are familiar with. Many of us have heard it quoted a thousand times in hundreds of different settings. However, when we look at where this quote was taken from, our use of this quote almost sounds sacrilegious. Listen again to the quote in its context:
The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone;
The Lord has done this and it is marvelous in our eyes.
This is the day the Lord has made;
Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
--Psalms 118:22-23
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Rejoicing
There is something very interesting—on second thought, there is something that floors me every time I read Acts 5:12-41. No, it’s not that the apostles performed miraculous things. An angel appearing has sort of become expected. It is not that the apostles walked out of a secured cell without the guards knowing. It’s not even the “in your face” attitude of the apostles.
What is astonishing to me is that after the apostles were threatened and beaten, they went away “…rejoicing because they had been counted worthy of suffering disgrace for the Name” (vs. 41). I don’t know if anyone’s noticed, but this is not normal behavior. In fact, today’s mental health professionals would probably classify this as masochistic tendencies.
Yet, this is what Scripture tells and even commands Christians to do. Listen to what some of our Brothers have said. “Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds…” (James 1:2). “…rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ…” (I Peter 4:13). “…we also rejoice in our sufferings…” (Romans 5:3). Even our LORD says, “Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness…Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you…Rejoice and be glad…” (Matthew 5:10-12).
Some of our brothers have taken what was said to heart because the Hebrew writer said, “…you stood your ground in a great contest in the face of suffering. Sometimes you were publicly exposed to insult and persecution; at other times you stood side by side with those who were so treated. You sympathized with those in prison and joyfully accepted the confiscation of your property…” (Hebrews 10:32-34).
It is beyond me how anyone can rejoice during a trial or while they are suffering. If James didn’t give me a hint, I’d still be clueless. In the same breath that James talked about this phenomenon of rejoicing, he also said, “If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him” (James 1:5). Because James talked about rejoicing and wisdom within a few sentences of each other, it only makes sense to me that I could ask for this unimaginable joy the same way I ask for this wisdom that goes beyond my understanding. Why not? James goes on to say, “Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows” (vs. 17). Just thinking about the goodness and faithfulness of God is getting me excited and causing me to rejoice!
LORD, thank You for this wisdom and this joy that can only come from You. In Jesus’ Name, Amen!
What is astonishing to me is that after the apostles were threatened and beaten, they went away “…rejoicing because they had been counted worthy of suffering disgrace for the Name” (vs. 41). I don’t know if anyone’s noticed, but this is not normal behavior. In fact, today’s mental health professionals would probably classify this as masochistic tendencies.
Yet, this is what Scripture tells and even commands Christians to do. Listen to what some of our Brothers have said. “Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds…” (James 1:2). “…rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ…” (I Peter 4:13). “…we also rejoice in our sufferings…” (Romans 5:3). Even our LORD says, “Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness…Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you…Rejoice and be glad…” (Matthew 5:10-12).
Some of our brothers have taken what was said to heart because the Hebrew writer said, “…you stood your ground in a great contest in the face of suffering. Sometimes you were publicly exposed to insult and persecution; at other times you stood side by side with those who were so treated. You sympathized with those in prison and joyfully accepted the confiscation of your property…” (Hebrews 10:32-34).
It is beyond me how anyone can rejoice during a trial or while they are suffering. If James didn’t give me a hint, I’d still be clueless. In the same breath that James talked about this phenomenon of rejoicing, he also said, “If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him” (James 1:5). Because James talked about rejoicing and wisdom within a few sentences of each other, it only makes sense to me that I could ask for this unimaginable joy the same way I ask for this wisdom that goes beyond my understanding. Why not? James goes on to say, “Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows” (vs. 17). Just thinking about the goodness and faithfulness of God is getting me excited and causing me to rejoice!
LORD, thank You for this wisdom and this joy that can only come from You. In Jesus’ Name, Amen!
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Boldness
Reminiscing about what Sarah taught me about courage (yesterday’s blog) reminded me of the courage and the boldness of the apostles in Acts 5. The apostles were arrested and thrown into prison for doing good works and preaching “the good news.” While they were in prison, an angel of the LORD came and miraculously set them free. After they were released, they went back out into a public place and continued to preach and teach. When their former captors found out that the apostles had “escaped,” they brought them back and demanded that the apostles not preach in Jesus’ name. The apostles boldly responded, “We must obey God rather than men!”
The apostle’s declaration made me think about my own convictions. I wondered how many times in my life I was doing something good, something just, or something right only to be confronted by a strong opposition. I wondered how many times I backed down when I saw trouble brewing. I wondered how many times I didn’t back down and found myself in a whole heap of trouble. I wondered how many times I was “miraculously” saved from a bad situation. I wondered how many times I walked away unscathed from a conflict and kept my mouth shut because I thought my “rescue” was the goal of heaven.
When the apostles declared “We must obey God rather than men” it would seem that they were bold because they heard the voice of God (4:20) and prayed accordingly (4:29). I wonder how many times I silence the voice of heaven and live helplessly in life because I have not acted on what I have heard…
The apostle’s declaration made me think about my own convictions. I wondered how many times in my life I was doing something good, something just, or something right only to be confronted by a strong opposition. I wondered how many times I backed down when I saw trouble brewing. I wondered how many times I didn’t back down and found myself in a whole heap of trouble. I wondered how many times I was “miraculously” saved from a bad situation. I wondered how many times I walked away unscathed from a conflict and kept my mouth shut because I thought my “rescue” was the goal of heaven.
When the apostles declared “We must obey God rather than men” it would seem that they were bold because they heard the voice of God (4:20) and prayed accordingly (4:29). I wonder how many times I silence the voice of heaven and live helplessly in life because I have not acted on what I have heard…
Monday, August 16, 2010
Courage
Sarah was probably about 5 or 6 years old when she asked the LORD for courage in one of her bedtime prayers. When I heard her request, I thought I’d “man up” and do my fatherly and spiritual responsibility by informing her how to “pray with understanding.” I was ready to expound to her the meaning of courage, but before I did, I asked Sarah, “What is courage?”
She immediately responded with, “Not turning away”.
I was astonished. Not only did she understand it, but she defined it better than I would have. With my ego being somewhat deflated, I still had hopes of getting in a word of wisdom. “You know, Sarah,” I continued, “I was going to tell you that courage meant not being afraid…”
She cut me off. She never let me finish my sentence. She just looked at me so knowingly and said, “Dad, you can be afraid and still have courage. Courage just means that you face something and not run away from it.”
I was flabbergasted. I’m the daddy. I’m the one who was supposed to teach. I am the one who was supposed to explain to her the great mysteries and fallacies of life. She’s the one who was supposed to be dazzled by my great wisdom and understanding—not visa versa.
I would have admitted to Sarah that her understanding far exceeded mine except that I didn’t quite have the courage...
She immediately responded with, “Not turning away”.
I was astonished. Not only did she understand it, but she defined it better than I would have. With my ego being somewhat deflated, I still had hopes of getting in a word of wisdom. “You know, Sarah,” I continued, “I was going to tell you that courage meant not being afraid…”
She cut me off. She never let me finish my sentence. She just looked at me so knowingly and said, “Dad, you can be afraid and still have courage. Courage just means that you face something and not run away from it.”
I was flabbergasted. I’m the daddy. I’m the one who was supposed to teach. I am the one who was supposed to explain to her the great mysteries and fallacies of life. She’s the one who was supposed to be dazzled by my great wisdom and understanding—not visa versa.
I would have admitted to Sarah that her understanding far exceeded mine except that I didn’t quite have the courage...
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Communion With Amy
Amy had been battling with brain cancer for over 4 years and her last operation left her paralyzed on her right side. Amy’s paralysis and declining health made it very difficult for Tom and Amy to go out, so once a week Robin and I would go and visit them and help them in whatever ways we could.
One of the things that they missed was going to church and being with their church family and because of this, Tom asked if we could share communion or the Lord’s Supper together. So every time Robin and I went to visit them, we “broke bread” together.
One day as we were having Communion, I wondered if what we were doing was a worthwhile endeavor. Amy had difficulty communicating—her vocabulary was limited to a few words and a few short phrases that she used over and over. She had problems processing information and a lot of times the answers that she gave did not match the questions that were being asked of her. In addition, Amy was not only paralyzed, but she had a very difficult time hearing. Her puzzled looks and her, “What?” “What?” and “Why?” were a good part of her responses.
So I seriously wondered how much Amy would be able to participate in what we were doing. I was uneasy and began to question, “Is this worthwhile?”
Tom then took out his guitar and started singing the song, “Amazing Grace.” Not the old version that most people are familiar with, but a newer version of this old hymn. I was amazed when Amy closed her eyes and started singing the song with us. Every word she sang was clear and her melody was in harmony with the rest of us.
The modern day version adds a chorus to it—“ Hallelujah, grace like rain falls down on me, Hallelujah, all my stains are washed away, washed away!”
The words that Amy sang blessed my heart. It was both beautiful and wonderful to hear Amy sing these words. Hearing Amy sing this song with us answered the question I had, “Is this worthwhile?” The answer was a resounding, “Yes!” because I believe that it was these words that carried Amy out of this life and into His Presence.
One of the things that they missed was going to church and being with their church family and because of this, Tom asked if we could share communion or the Lord’s Supper together. So every time Robin and I went to visit them, we “broke bread” together.
One day as we were having Communion, I wondered if what we were doing was a worthwhile endeavor. Amy had difficulty communicating—her vocabulary was limited to a few words and a few short phrases that she used over and over. She had problems processing information and a lot of times the answers that she gave did not match the questions that were being asked of her. In addition, Amy was not only paralyzed, but she had a very difficult time hearing. Her puzzled looks and her, “What?” “What?” and “Why?” were a good part of her responses.
So I seriously wondered how much Amy would be able to participate in what we were doing. I was uneasy and began to question, “Is this worthwhile?”
Tom then took out his guitar and started singing the song, “Amazing Grace.” Not the old version that most people are familiar with, but a newer version of this old hymn. I was amazed when Amy closed her eyes and started singing the song with us. Every word she sang was clear and her melody was in harmony with the rest of us.
The modern day version adds a chorus to it—“ Hallelujah, grace like rain falls down on me, Hallelujah, all my stains are washed away, washed away!”
The words that Amy sang blessed my heart. It was both beautiful and wonderful to hear Amy sing these words. Hearing Amy sing this song with us answered the question I had, “Is this worthwhile?” The answer was a resounding, “Yes!” because I believe that it was these words that carried Amy out of this life and into His Presence.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Barbeques
I love barbeques, especially when the meat is soaked in a good marinade. God does too! In Numbers 28, God tells Moses how to prepare a barbeque that would be pleasing to Him. God told Moses what kind of meat He wanted, what to look for in the meat, and how to prepare it. He then told Moses to pour alcohol over the meat while it was on the grill. As the alcohol was being poured over the meat, I imagine the flames soaring heavenward and the smell reaching the nostrils of God. When the recipe was followed correctly, the aroma that it produced would be pleasing to the LORD.
I have a strong suspicion that this is what was on Paul’s mind when he wrote, “I am already being poured out like a drink offering, and the time has come for my departure…” (II Timothy 4:6)
I hear Paul saying that his life has been poured out and mingled with the Lamb of God. Perhaps I am reading too much into it, but I hear Paul saying that his life has been consumed with the sacrifice of Jesus, is now rising to the throne of God, and is producing an aroma that is soothing and pleasing to the LORD.
When I think about Paul’s life, he was under fire and in the pits a lot. I don’t think he minded though, because I think that Paul knew that he was headed for a banquet—a banquet fit for a King.
I have a strong suspicion that this is what was on Paul’s mind when he wrote, “I am already being poured out like a drink offering, and the time has come for my departure…” (II Timothy 4:6)
I hear Paul saying that his life has been poured out and mingled with the Lamb of God. Perhaps I am reading too much into it, but I hear Paul saying that his life has been consumed with the sacrifice of Jesus, is now rising to the throne of God, and is producing an aroma that is soothing and pleasing to the LORD.
When I think about Paul’s life, he was under fire and in the pits a lot. I don’t think he minded though, because I think that Paul knew that he was headed for a banquet—a banquet fit for a King.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Home Free
Like Robin, I am not exactly thrilled to be living in a mobile home. I know that Robin would rather live in a “real” house. I would rather live in a “real” house as well. I also want a maintenance free house and if I cannot have a maintenance free house, I want servants to do the work. The way I look at it, housing is a liability. It is something that falls apart, rots, and is a bait for thieves (Matthew 6:19-20).
On the other hand, I see my house and my body as a tent, providing me temporary shelter, comfort, and an address until I go home—my real home. Until then, I will continue to look forward to a house, no, make that a “…city with foundations, whose architect and builder is God. (Hebrews 11:10)
On the other hand, I see my house and my body as a tent, providing me temporary shelter, comfort, and an address until I go home—my real home. Until then, I will continue to look forward to a house, no, make that a “…city with foundations, whose architect and builder is God. (Hebrews 11:10)
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
No Condemnation
I’ve heard comments among Christians when we’ve discussed Romans 7:24-8:1 that has caused me to say, “Hmmm…” to myself. It sounds to me as if we’re saying that Christians are the only ones who struggle with right and wrong and that Christians should be free from feelings of guilt. I know that there is a good possibility I am wrong, but that is what I think I am hearing.
I think that almost everyone struggles with right and wrong because the LORD has given everyone a conscience and almost everyone struggles with what to do with their guilt and their guilty feelings (Romans 2:14-15). Christians, however, are the only ones that can deal with their guilt and guilty feelings genuinely. This is not and should not be an arrogant or contemptuous claim from Christians because it is not something that we can do for ourselves. The Christian’s claim is exclusive only because Jesus claims, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me” (John 14:6). Christians rejoice because we recognize, “the Lamb of God that takes away the sin [and guilt] of the world.” (John 1:29)
As Christians, we should still feel guilty and we should not try to free ourselves from our guilt and unworthy feelings because we have all sinned (Romans 3:23). We have failed and continue to fail. We deserve to face judgment. We deserve to face the wrath of God and be separated from Him for all eternity (Romans 6:23).
In spite of this, Christians can rejoice because God doesn’t condemn us anymore. We are free from God’s judgment and wrath. God is bigger than what we feel or think of ourselves (I John 3:20).
Guilt and guilt feelings are not the same and we should soberly consider them both. God is not only a God of amazing grace, but He is a Holy God. We “dis” grace if we think too lightly of sin and guilt or too lightly of grace and the cross.
I think that almost everyone struggles with right and wrong because the LORD has given everyone a conscience and almost everyone struggles with what to do with their guilt and their guilty feelings (Romans 2:14-15). Christians, however, are the only ones that can deal with their guilt and guilty feelings genuinely. This is not and should not be an arrogant or contemptuous claim from Christians because it is not something that we can do for ourselves. The Christian’s claim is exclusive only because Jesus claims, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me” (John 14:6). Christians rejoice because we recognize, “the Lamb of God that takes away the sin [and guilt] of the world.” (John 1:29)
As Christians, we should still feel guilty and we should not try to free ourselves from our guilt and unworthy feelings because we have all sinned (Romans 3:23). We have failed and continue to fail. We deserve to face judgment. We deserve to face the wrath of God and be separated from Him for all eternity (Romans 6:23).
In spite of this, Christians can rejoice because God doesn’t condemn us anymore. We are free from God’s judgment and wrath. God is bigger than what we feel or think of ourselves (I John 3:20).
Guilt and guilt feelings are not the same and we should soberly consider them both. God is not only a God of amazing grace, but He is a Holy God. We “dis” grace if we think too lightly of sin and guilt or too lightly of grace and the cross.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Nathaniel
When Will asked the children to come forward to help the Congregation lead the next song, little Nathaniel refused to go. Even with the urging of his parents, Nathaniel shook his head defiantly—“No!” Finally, Jesse and Noel left Nathaniel behind on the pew as they brought Amber and Evelyn to the front of the auditorium. I understood their actions completely. I could imagine Jesse and Noel dragging Nathaniel up the aisle singing “Jesus Loves the Little Children” with Nathaniel screaming, “No! I don’t want to!” at the top of his lungs. It would not have been a pretty sight.
I wondered if a third party would make a difference, so I approached Nathaniel, “Don’t you want to go up and help us sing?” Again, his head shook adamantly, “No!” It must have been the Holy Spirit that made me ask the next question, “Would you do if for Jesus?”
I watched his eyes and I could almost see the wheels turning in his head. After a few seconds of silence and reflection, Nathaniel grinned from ear to ear and shook his head vigorously, “Yes!”
There are many times when I’ve heard Christians develop the “Moses Complex” (Exodus 3-4) and excuse themselves from participating in something because, “I don’t feel like doing it,” “It’s not my talent,” “It’s not comfortable,” “It’s not my style,” “It’s just not me…” If we’re the ones that are doing the asking, I’ve noticed that we often respond in two ways. Sometimes we don’t want to be confrontational, so we drop it. Other times we argue with the person and give them all the reasons why they should fill our request and we resemble pit bulls refusing to let go of the person.
Nathaniel taught me another way of making a request and life would be so much simpler if we learned to ask in Jesus’ name. Focus and clarity comes into a situation when God is in view. Each party will be responding to God and each party will be responsible for their own behaviors and decisions. This is a relief to me because I don’t have to take rejection personally. Besides, I have so many issues of my own, that I don’t want to also be accountable (rightly or wrongly) for someone else’s decisions.
I wondered if a third party would make a difference, so I approached Nathaniel, “Don’t you want to go up and help us sing?” Again, his head shook adamantly, “No!” It must have been the Holy Spirit that made me ask the next question, “Would you do if for Jesus?”
I watched his eyes and I could almost see the wheels turning in his head. After a few seconds of silence and reflection, Nathaniel grinned from ear to ear and shook his head vigorously, “Yes!”
There are many times when I’ve heard Christians develop the “Moses Complex” (Exodus 3-4) and excuse themselves from participating in something because, “I don’t feel like doing it,” “It’s not my talent,” “It’s not comfortable,” “It’s not my style,” “It’s just not me…” If we’re the ones that are doing the asking, I’ve noticed that we often respond in two ways. Sometimes we don’t want to be confrontational, so we drop it. Other times we argue with the person and give them all the reasons why they should fill our request and we resemble pit bulls refusing to let go of the person.
Nathaniel taught me another way of making a request and life would be so much simpler if we learned to ask in Jesus’ name. Focus and clarity comes into a situation when God is in view. Each party will be responding to God and each party will be responsible for their own behaviors and decisions. This is a relief to me because I don’t have to take rejection personally. Besides, I have so many issues of my own, that I don’t want to also be accountable (rightly or wrongly) for someone else’s decisions.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Conflicts
Most people I know avoid conflicts or confrontational situations. We have a tendency to hope that the problem takes care of itself and goes away. If it doesn’t, we seek someone to intervene, seek counsel and try to find a formula or a method to deal with the situation. Whatever the problem or the result, the process is a difficult and an unpleasant experience.
There is one “formula” that has been helpful to me over the years. That is, falling on my hands and knees before the God of the Universe begging for mercy and for more grace. I wouldn’t call it boldness, but I need God’s grace because I need some courage. I need His wisdom because I don’t know how to proceed. I need God’s intervention because too many things can go wrong. I need His mercy because, even if I did something right, the results may be catastrophic. And I need His peace because this is a stressful situation.
Why would anyone want to enter a fiery furnace or walk through the valley of the shadow of death without His Presence? Even if the worst case scenario takes place, when God is involved, He is big enough to fix it and make things okay. Moses understood this and told God, “If your Presence does not go with us, do not send us up from here. How will anyone know that you are pleased with me and with your people unless you go with us? What else will distinguish me and your people from all the other people on the face of the earth?” (Exodus 33:15-16) I think these are great words from a very wise man.
There is one “formula” that has been helpful to me over the years. That is, falling on my hands and knees before the God of the Universe begging for mercy and for more grace. I wouldn’t call it boldness, but I need God’s grace because I need some courage. I need His wisdom because I don’t know how to proceed. I need God’s intervention because too many things can go wrong. I need His mercy because, even if I did something right, the results may be catastrophic. And I need His peace because this is a stressful situation.
Why would anyone want to enter a fiery furnace or walk through the valley of the shadow of death without His Presence? Even if the worst case scenario takes place, when God is involved, He is big enough to fix it and make things okay. Moses understood this and told God, “If your Presence does not go with us, do not send us up from here. How will anyone know that you are pleased with me and with your people unless you go with us? What else will distinguish me and your people from all the other people on the face of the earth?” (Exodus 33:15-16) I think these are great words from a very wise man.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Vain Repetiton
I think that one of the reasons why we don’t often recite or pray things together as a congregation is because we are afraid of using “vain repetitions” (Matthew 6:7-15). Ironically, the “Lord’s Prayer” is found in the same passage of Scripture and I think that this is a major reason why we are somewhat reluctant to pray it together as a congregation.
Jesus doesn’t say not to repeat things, or in this case our prayers. In Scripture, God Himself repeatedly repeats Himself. Jesus is saying don’t be meaningless, mechanical, or mindless in your frequency. If Jesus meant don’t say the same thing over and over again, I’m in big trouble.
Throughout the day I hear myself praying the same prayer—“Lord have mercy on me!” It is far from empty, I mean it every time, and I think I hear, “I do—more than you know” every time.
Jesus doesn’t say not to repeat things, or in this case our prayers. In Scripture, God Himself repeatedly repeats Himself. Jesus is saying don’t be meaningless, mechanical, or mindless in your frequency. If Jesus meant don’t say the same thing over and over again, I’m in big trouble.
Throughout the day I hear myself praying the same prayer—“Lord have mercy on me!” It is far from empty, I mean it every time, and I think I hear, “I do—more than you know” every time.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Paul's Prayer
II Kings 6:8-23 we are told of a King that was so angry with Elisha that he sent an entire army to capture him. When the army came to the place where Elisha was, they surrounded the entire city. The next morning when Elisha’s servant got up and saw the army, he said to Elisha, “Oh, my lord, what shall we do?” Elisha answered the servant and said, “Don’t worry. Those who are with us are more than those who are with them.”
Elisha must have seen the bewildered look on his Gehazi’s face because the very next verse says, “And Elisha prayed, ‘O LORD, open his eyes so he may see.’ Then the LORD opened the servant's eyes, and he looked and saw the hills full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha.” (v. 17)
I wonder if the Apostle Paul had this story in mind as he wrote to the Ephesians, “I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints, and his incomparably great power for us who believe…” (Ephesians 1:18-19)
Apparently Paul saw that the Ephesians were blind to something in their spiritual lives and like Elisha, the Apostle knew that he did not have the ability to “open the eyes” of the Ephesians. So he turned to the One who could and said, “I pray…”
These men of God teach us a valuable lesson. We cannot open the eyes of the physically or spiritually blind. Attempting to do so is an exercise in futility and along with it comes frustration and exasperation. Moreover, if we assume this responsibility, we are telling God that we can do His job. I have discovered that it’s never a good idea to have God stand in the unemployment line.
Elisha must have seen the bewildered look on his Gehazi’s face because the very next verse says, “And Elisha prayed, ‘O LORD, open his eyes so he may see.’ Then the LORD opened the servant's eyes, and he looked and saw the hills full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha.” (v. 17)
I wonder if the Apostle Paul had this story in mind as he wrote to the Ephesians, “I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints, and his incomparably great power for us who believe…” (Ephesians 1:18-19)
Apparently Paul saw that the Ephesians were blind to something in their spiritual lives and like Elisha, the Apostle knew that he did not have the ability to “open the eyes” of the Ephesians. So he turned to the One who could and said, “I pray…”
These men of God teach us a valuable lesson. We cannot open the eyes of the physically or spiritually blind. Attempting to do so is an exercise in futility and along with it comes frustration and exasperation. Moreover, if we assume this responsibility, we are telling God that we can do His job. I have discovered that it’s never a good idea to have God stand in the unemployment line.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Chunhui
Chunhui (pronounced choon whee) had been sitting in with a group that was studying the Sermon on the Mount (Matthew 5-7). Chunhui was greatly troubled at what Jesus said about anger (5:21-22), lust (5:27-30), and kindness (5:38-47). He came to me and solemnly said, “This is a difficult thing to do.” He was shocked when I said, “No, it’s not.” After his expression changed from shock to confusion, I said, “It’s not difficult, it is impossible.” Again, a bewildered look flooded his face.
We then looked at verse 48, “Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.” “These verses are a description of the heart of God,” I told Chunhui, “and we are to be like Him.” Chunhui then asked questions. In his is quest for answers, he recognized the need for a Savior and his questions ultimately led him to the foot of the cross. When he was asked, “Do you believe that Jesus is the Son of God?” He pumped his fist in the air and proclaimed, “I believe! I believe!”
We then looked at verse 48, “Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.” “These verses are a description of the heart of God,” I told Chunhui, “and we are to be like Him.” Chunhui then asked questions. In his is quest for answers, he recognized the need for a Savior and his questions ultimately led him to the foot of the cross. When he was asked, “Do you believe that Jesus is the Son of God?” He pumped his fist in the air and proclaimed, “I believe! I believe!”
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
I'm Glad To Be A Christian
I have a habit of changing words to familiar songs and whenever I do this, my family groans, rolls their eyes, or both. This past Memorial Day I was reminded of one of those songs. This song is entitled, “God Bless the USA” and when I first heard it, it was sung by Lee Greenwood. My edited chorus goes like this:
I’m glad to be a Christian
Where at last I know I’m Free
And I won’t forget The Man Who died
Who gave that right to me!
And I’ll continue to call upon His Name—
He’ll defend me to the end
‘Cause there ain’t no doubt, He loves me so
God, thank You for that Man!
There are some that might be offended by my rendition to this song because it might seem like I am making light and perhaps even snubbing the efforts of our military. But not so! I know the sacrifice our Men in Uniform have made for us—they have given me many freedoms for the moment and perhaps for my lifetime. But Jesus’ sacrifice has given me a freedom for all eternity. When my life in this world comes to an end and entering the next, whose praises should I be singing? Obviously, the One who will defend me to the end!
Monday, May 31, 2010
Living Right
As we were moving Carol, we noticed that someone had stepped in mud and was tracking it onto the white carpet. As we started to look under our shoes and boots to see who the guilty party was, we discovered two things. First, there were more than one of us that had mud under our shoes and second, it wasn’t mud. It was (how shall I say this?), canine treasures. Actually, there was a third thing that we discovered. We found these doggie surprises all over the small patch of yard that was between Carol’s apartment and the moving truck. It was no surprise that many of us had soiled shoes.
Amazingly, there was nothing under Lynn’s shoes. She had on white sneakers and had walked all over that patch of grass and there was not a spot on under her shoes. Lynn looked at me and remarked, “I guess I live right!”
We both laughed and I’m still smiling about it as I write these words. As I’ve thought about this incident, I was reminded of Proverbs 3:5-6, which reads, “Acknowledge the Lord in all your ways and He will direct your steps.” The more I think about the incident and this verse, the more I am amazed at how well these two fit together. Life is filled with landmines and with this awareness, can bring a lot of anxieties. The promise of Proverbs 3:5-6 can bring us peace of mind.
Sometimes no matter how careful we are in life, we are bound to step on a booby trap and find ourselves in one of life’s messy situations. Again we are reminded not to worry (Philippians 4:6) because: is there really anything too hard for the LORD? (Jeremiah 32:27)
Amazingly, there was nothing under Lynn’s shoes. She had on white sneakers and had walked all over that patch of grass and there was not a spot on under her shoes. Lynn looked at me and remarked, “I guess I live right!”
We both laughed and I’m still smiling about it as I write these words. As I’ve thought about this incident, I was reminded of Proverbs 3:5-6, which reads, “Acknowledge the Lord in all your ways and He will direct your steps.” The more I think about the incident and this verse, the more I am amazed at how well these two fit together. Life is filled with landmines and with this awareness, can bring a lot of anxieties. The promise of Proverbs 3:5-6 can bring us peace of mind.
Sometimes no matter how careful we are in life, we are bound to step on a booby trap and find ourselves in one of life’s messy situations. Again we are reminded not to worry (Philippians 4:6) because: is there really anything too hard for the LORD? (Jeremiah 32:27)
Friday, May 7, 2010
SLD
My family claims that I have SLD—a Selective Listening Disorder. I think that my condition goes well beyond that. I think that I also have ISD—an Imaginary Seeing Disorder. Lately (truthfully, it’s been a while), I’ve noticed not only that I’ve been having trouble with my hearing, but I have also been seeing and remembering things that are out of context, distorted, and even imaginary. My recognition of these disorders has made me realize that there are times that I live in an Alternate Reality.
I have noticed that there are others—many others who also suffer from these conditions. Among these are Bible Students. The way some students see, hear, and perceive things in Scripture makes me wonder if we are reading from the same book.
Take faith, for example. I’ve heard the people of faith in Scripture spoken of as if they were noble and flawless in their character. Other times I’ve heard them spoken of like they were people who were perfect in their faith, that God gave them their hearts desire because of their faith, and we can have anything our heart desires in this life because of our faith.
This is not what I see when I read Scripture, even as I read the 11th chapter of Hebrews, the book that some of us refer to as the “Hall of Faith.” There are at least two people that are mentioned in this chapter that I would not want to be associated with, namely, Jacob and Samson. There are several people who broke faith with God, among them are David and Moses. At the end of the chapter, not only are we are told that many of them had extremely difficult lives and tragic deaths, but also “…none of them received what they had been promised” (vs. 36-39).
Considering these last few verses in Hebrews, it seems to me that if we believe that everything will work out okay for us in this life, we are setting ourselves up for disillusionment and disappointment—big time!
In looking at the 11th chapter of Hebrews (as well as the rest of Scripture), it seems to me that faith is the ability to trust God no matter what happens or doesn’t happen in this life and that He is our Destination and our Reality. Anything more or anything less is an alternate reality. Am I seeing correctly or am I the one that is living in an alternate reality?
I have noticed that there are others—many others who also suffer from these conditions. Among these are Bible Students. The way some students see, hear, and perceive things in Scripture makes me wonder if we are reading from the same book.
Take faith, for example. I’ve heard the people of faith in Scripture spoken of as if they were noble and flawless in their character. Other times I’ve heard them spoken of like they were people who were perfect in their faith, that God gave them their hearts desire because of their faith, and we can have anything our heart desires in this life because of our faith.
This is not what I see when I read Scripture, even as I read the 11th chapter of Hebrews, the book that some of us refer to as the “Hall of Faith.” There are at least two people that are mentioned in this chapter that I would not want to be associated with, namely, Jacob and Samson. There are several people who broke faith with God, among them are David and Moses. At the end of the chapter, not only are we are told that many of them had extremely difficult lives and tragic deaths, but also “…none of them received what they had been promised” (vs. 36-39).
Considering these last few verses in Hebrews, it seems to me that if we believe that everything will work out okay for us in this life, we are setting ourselves up for disillusionment and disappointment—big time!
In looking at the 11th chapter of Hebrews (as well as the rest of Scripture), it seems to me that faith is the ability to trust God no matter what happens or doesn’t happen in this life and that He is our Destination and our Reality. Anything more or anything less is an alternate reality. Am I seeing correctly or am I the one that is living in an alternate reality?
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Self Doubt
I made some zealous comments in class and wondered if I made sense; I was worried about how I came across. I asked Dennis to give me some feedback. Dennis said I did fine, that I was overly concerned, and should not think about myself so much.
Dennis probably thinks that I am a very insecure person filled with a lot of self doubt. If he does, he’s absolutely right. In addition to my concern of how I appear, I want to be liked by others. However, this is not the underlying reason why I worry about how I come across so much. Often, when I say or do anything there are many words that echo through my mind. Some of them are:
“The tongue has the power of life and death, and those who love it will eat its fruit.” (Proverbs 18:21)
“…take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.” (II Corinthians 10:5)
“But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in Me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.” (Matthew 18:6)
“But I tell you that men will have to give account on the Day of Judgment for every careless word they have spoken. For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned." (Matthew 12:36-37)
If my cousin were here, she would say, “You have issues!” I guess I do. But here is what I perceive to be the core issue—should I take Scriptures lightly or struggle with self doubt? Lord, I ask that you will always help me to choose the latter.
Dennis probably thinks that I am a very insecure person filled with a lot of self doubt. If he does, he’s absolutely right. In addition to my concern of how I appear, I want to be liked by others. However, this is not the underlying reason why I worry about how I come across so much. Often, when I say or do anything there are many words that echo through my mind. Some of them are:
“The tongue has the power of life and death, and those who love it will eat its fruit.” (Proverbs 18:21)
“…take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.” (II Corinthians 10:5)
“But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in Me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.” (Matthew 18:6)
“But I tell you that men will have to give account on the Day of Judgment for every careless word they have spoken. For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned." (Matthew 12:36-37)
If my cousin were here, she would say, “You have issues!” I guess I do. But here is what I perceive to be the core issue—should I take Scriptures lightly or struggle with self doubt? Lord, I ask that you will always help me to choose the latter.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
I Don't Know Anymore
Last year I kept hearing people exclaim, “I just don’t know!” in regards to relationship conflicts, financial difficulties, and health woes. I kept hearing this phrase over and over again in an assortment of other circumstances. For some reason it seems that I heard this cry of exasperation more than all the other years of my life combined.
There was one person that added a word and said, “I just don’t know anymore” which made me ponder the statement. I imagined the person saying, “I thought I had it together. I thought I had it figured out. I thought I knew, but I just don’t know anymore.” I think that it would be a marvelous thing if we could all confess that we just don’t know anymore.
Even as Christians, we don’t have to know everything. We should be okay if we haven’t figured everything out. If we were given more information or a bit more vision would it make a difference in the way we would deal with the situation? If we were given the results, would it make a difference in the way we approach something? If we knew that we would be rejected and treated the way Jesus was treated, would that information influence the way we would respond to people? Sometimes knowledge may mean that we are able to see the light in the tunnel from the train that’s about to hit us.
We don’t have to know all the details of our lives and we don’t have to know how every situation will turn out. But we are told that Jesus was raised from the dead in glory and honor and we also have the promise of the same victory (Romans 6, I Corinthians 15:51-57). We may not know anymore, but can we trust the One who gives us this promise?
There was one person that added a word and said, “I just don’t know anymore” which made me ponder the statement. I imagined the person saying, “I thought I had it together. I thought I had it figured out. I thought I knew, but I just don’t know anymore.” I think that it would be a marvelous thing if we could all confess that we just don’t know anymore.
Even as Christians, we don’t have to know everything. We should be okay if we haven’t figured everything out. If we were given more information or a bit more vision would it make a difference in the way we would deal with the situation? If we were given the results, would it make a difference in the way we approach something? If we knew that we would be rejected and treated the way Jesus was treated, would that information influence the way we would respond to people? Sometimes knowledge may mean that we are able to see the light in the tunnel from the train that’s about to hit us.
We don’t have to know all the details of our lives and we don’t have to know how every situation will turn out. But we are told that Jesus was raised from the dead in glory and honor and we also have the promise of the same victory (Romans 6, I Corinthians 15:51-57). We may not know anymore, but can we trust the One who gives us this promise?
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Good Planning
I like to think that I am a good planner. When I undertake things, I try to consider everything and make a detailed plan of what I want to accomplish. I consider the costs, obstacles, and even potential problems so that there will be few or no surprises. I think that the reason why I pay attention to even the smallest detail is because I want things to go smoothly without any anxiety.
There are several things wrong with this mindset. First, I cannot possibly imagine every possible predicament. Secondly, even if I were able to anticipate every impasse, I many not have the power or resources to do anything about it. Finally, no matter how well things go, I will probably still be filled with stress. The reason for being tense is because no matter how well things fall into place, there is still the uncertainty that everything will not go well.
This is really a control issue. It’s a matter of trust. If I want to be the master planner and be in control, there will always be a lot of tension. If I want relief, I should surrender my role as Commander-in-Chief and hand back the throne to its rightful owner and ruler. I need to entrust God to do what He does best.
No wonder the Psalmist tell us, “…Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchmen stand guard in vain” (Psalms 127:1). James also reminds us to confess “If it is the LORD’S will, we will live and do this or that” (James 4:15).
Perhaps someday I will learn to pray whole heartedly, “Not my will, but Thine be done.” Until then, the battle rages on.
There are several things wrong with this mindset. First, I cannot possibly imagine every possible predicament. Secondly, even if I were able to anticipate every impasse, I many not have the power or resources to do anything about it. Finally, no matter how well things go, I will probably still be filled with stress. The reason for being tense is because no matter how well things fall into place, there is still the uncertainty that everything will not go well.
This is really a control issue. It’s a matter of trust. If I want to be the master planner and be in control, there will always be a lot of tension. If I want relief, I should surrender my role as Commander-in-Chief and hand back the throne to its rightful owner and ruler. I need to entrust God to do what He does best.
No wonder the Psalmist tell us, “…Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchmen stand guard in vain” (Psalms 127:1). James also reminds us to confess “If it is the LORD’S will, we will live and do this or that” (James 4:15).
Perhaps someday I will learn to pray whole heartedly, “Not my will, but Thine be done.” Until then, the battle rages on.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Getting Through
Robin has long days. There are some days that she leaves the house at 8 in the morning and does not get home until 9 at night. There are some mornings that she gets up with a dazed look on her face and I know what she’s thinking—“How will I ever get through this day?”
As a Christian, I often have similar thoughts. When I face "fiery trials of various sorts," I wonder how I am going to get through them. I wonder how I will resist the temptation that is set before me. I wonder how I will ever make it safely to the end of my Christian journey.
As I take the time to reflect on my life, the temptations, and the trials on the other side of the day, I am often amazed how I made it through. It should be of no surprise, but often it is. I think that it is a surprise because I think that I was the one who accomplished this feat. It should be of no surprise because it was God’s grace and power that enabled and sustained me.
This is why we need to be reminded of God’s promises to us. Promises like, it is God who works in and through us (Philippians 2:13) and that He will complete the work that He began in us (Philippians 1:6). We don’t have to know how we’re going to get there from here if we know Who it is that’s going to get us there.
As a Christian, I often have similar thoughts. When I face "fiery trials of various sorts," I wonder how I am going to get through them. I wonder how I will resist the temptation that is set before me. I wonder how I will ever make it safely to the end of my Christian journey.
As I take the time to reflect on my life, the temptations, and the trials on the other side of the day, I am often amazed how I made it through. It should be of no surprise, but often it is. I think that it is a surprise because I think that I was the one who accomplished this feat. It should be of no surprise because it was God’s grace and power that enabled and sustained me.
This is why we need to be reminded of God’s promises to us. Promises like, it is God who works in and through us (Philippians 2:13) and that He will complete the work that He began in us (Philippians 1:6). We don’t have to know how we’re going to get there from here if we know Who it is that’s going to get us there.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Dejavu All Over Again
When I traveled for my company, I liked getting to the place where I was going to be working the day before I started work in the area. The reason I did this was so that I would be familiar with the area. I wanted to know the way to work and its alternate routes. I wanted to know where the Dunkin Donuts was in case I needed an early morning coffee. I wanted to know where the local diners were and what kind of hours they kept. I wanted to be familiar enough with the area so that I could get back on track just in case I took a “detour.”
In a similar way, this is often how I view Scripture in the context of my life. There are many times in my life that I feel like “I know this situation,” or “I’ve encountered this person before.” Although I had never been at a particular location or met a particular person previously, there are many times that I feel like, “I’ve been here before.”
After a while of trying to figure out why a person or a situation is so familiar, it usually dawns on me that I have encountered a similar situation in Scripture. In fact, I am usually reminded of two portions of Scripture. One narrative involves a Biblical character and the other story involves Jesus. These reminders not only helps me deal with my current situation, but gives me “counsel” in the way I should go, and also helps me to see God in my situation.
In the past I have often cried, “Why me?” Yet Peter has prepared us by saying, “Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you” (I Peter 4:12).
I would do well if I took what James said to heart. James says, “My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry…” (James 1:19). I need to remember that God is trying to talk to me in my ordeal. I need to be reminded what Scripture is saying to me in my trial. Hush, my soul…What did You say? God, can You repeat what You said?
In a similar way, this is often how I view Scripture in the context of my life. There are many times in my life that I feel like “I know this situation,” or “I’ve encountered this person before.” Although I had never been at a particular location or met a particular person previously, there are many times that I feel like, “I’ve been here before.”
After a while of trying to figure out why a person or a situation is so familiar, it usually dawns on me that I have encountered a similar situation in Scripture. In fact, I am usually reminded of two portions of Scripture. One narrative involves a Biblical character and the other story involves Jesus. These reminders not only helps me deal with my current situation, but gives me “counsel” in the way I should go, and also helps me to see God in my situation.
In the past I have often cried, “Why me?” Yet Peter has prepared us by saying, “Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you” (I Peter 4:12).
I would do well if I took what James said to heart. James says, “My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry…” (James 1:19). I need to remember that God is trying to talk to me in my ordeal. I need to be reminded what Scripture is saying to me in my trial. Hush, my soul…What did You say? God, can You repeat what You said?
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